something not so encouraging happened to me

well, i have been saying for a while now that i am going to summer bridge at my university, but i am sad to say that I just found out that i am not..............................................the office that is in charge of the program never contacts me so i always have to call them.............................i called and they said that i am not on their database of attending, not even their waiting list...............................the office said that they had sent another form of application to all of the peole that were invited, i was invietd but never notified about things........................so apparently i just found out that my summer is going to be pretty open, im kinda sad, but i know that maybe it was for a reason.......................i guess i have to find something else to do this summere like get a job............God knows i need one